I Am I

Me, really? What must you know?
About myself? Well, I try to uphold
The self for myself I do not know,
Nor do I know where I will go.

I live quizzically, my life,
For i have yet to find my inner light.
That light which defines
Our truth and our might.

I question all for I have yet to understand
Myself, my thoughts and why I pretend.
I pretend, sometimes, that I comprehend
What goes on in my mind even though it is grand.

I try to see although I'm blind.
I use my sight but fail to find
Why it is that I am I,
Why it is that I'm alive.

So when you ask me to speak about me
I am left speechless and quizzically
I try, I do try to tell you, to tell we
Who I am, Who I be.