"Boomerang" (Erika)

Inspired by and dedicated to Erika Torres.

A storm nears
And fear
Takes hold of your heart as it steers
You into a panic that keeps pain real.

You are told to not be afraid.
You are told that calm will come after the rain;
But when it stops raining you still feel pain,
Because the fact is that you miss the storm, you miss the gray.

You miss the cloudy skies,
You miss that old fib, that old lie.
You miss the thunder loud chime
That you heard when you looked into his eyes.

Yea, you miss the fights ever-when he got home,
Every night when it got cold,
Every night you spent alone,
To your love, trying to hold on.

You miss him, you miss his touch.
You miss it all so much.
You miss him by your side enough
To cry when he is gone.

It is love, not only lust.
It is the fact that you do trust
The fact that he will always back-come because he must
Re-route to return like a boomerang to re-adjust.

So finally to this-finalize
When you look at yourself realize
That you have the power to make any man compromise
Himself so that he may able-be to analyze the true potential of your mind.

"No Me Quiero Enamorar"

Siento que me estoy enamorando
Pero no me quiero enamorar.
Pienso que tienes el poder
Para, a mi corazón, entrar.

No es que no eres bella,
No es que no me interesas,
Es solo que a mi corazón
Lo han dejado en la miseria.

No me quiero enamorar de ti,
Por que no te quisiera perder.
No quisiera que tu fueras
La que a mi me haga entender

Que el amor
Es solo una ilusión,
Un sueño de un idiota,
De un poeta, su maldición.

Hermosa amiga mía,
Tu eres un ángel,
Pero estoy dolido.
Estoy como un mantel

Viejo y arruinado.
Yo a ti te quiero tanto
Y creo que me estoy enamorando
Pero amor sinceramente estoy dudando.

No creo que yo pueda
Resistir otra derrota.
No creo que podría
Perderte a ti para correr atrás de otra.

Me duele decirte esto,
Bella dama.
Creo que ya te amo
Pero no quisieras que a mi corazón entraras.

No es que no eres mereciente,
No es que no te pueda amar
Es solo que, amor, de nadie
Me quisiera enamorar.