Sunday, September 23, 2012

Constant cravings carving slowly
Sweet delicious memories of mornings
With you that now make me feel lonely.

When the sun rises and I do too,
In my mind I do see you,
But with my eyes I see the truth.

You're not here, you're too far.
You left me bare in the cold, in the dark,
With this beaten, battered heart.

Call me crazy, but yes, I still want you.
I want a second chance, oh my dear muse,
I want to kiss you again under the moon.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Remember

Do you remember last December?
Do you remember how our hearts
Were filled with an enchanting ember
That made us promise that we would never part?

Do you remember...?
Do you remember the laughs and smiles?
Do you remember...?
Do you remember our conversations?
Do you remember...?
Do you remember which ten digits to dial?
Do you remember...?
Do you remember how our love had no limitations?

I remember...
I remember that December.
I remember...
I remember the excitement that I felt when I bought you those flowers...
I remember...
I remember our time together...
I remember...
I remember how we could spend every night talking on the phone for hours...

I will never forget
And no matter what I say, no, I do not regret
Meeting you and with you making memories,
Giving you my heart to say the least,
Or even hurting like this
Because even though it's been so long, you're the one I still love and miss and want to kiss.
You're still my bliss and...

...I remember...
...I will always remember!

Saturday, September 8, 2012

Caramel covered chocolate,
Choco-cocoa covered lips.
Throw in a little peanut butter
And blow me a kiss.

No one can lay a finger
On our butter finger loving.
Always together for the better
Kissing, touching, you know, cuffing.

I'll show you a new world,
We'll go further than the stars.
We'll land on other moons,
Or on planets way too far.

I'll do what I can do
So we remain just like we be.
I'll always say the truth,
You'll see, I'll make you happy.

So when the sun comes up
And the moon has gone to sleep,
I'll be waking up to you
And you'll be waking up to me.

I want to see your face
Light up the room with your smile.
This is exactly why I know
We'll be together for a while.

We can remain a one,
Although one plus one is two.
I'll change the laws of math
And I'll do it just for you.

Friday, August 17, 2012

I'm stuck on stupid,
Stupid's stuck on useless
Thoughts, diluting
The essence of your presents
Because your presence
Has been replaced by your absence.

Absent minded I
Now hate the fact that flight
Is an impossibility

Because if possible than we
Would not have to worry
About when, again, we can meet.

I would fly to you
And follow through
With the promise that persists
To this day, that I would live
To one more time, with you, share a kiss.
Nothing is worth anything if there is no risk.

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Love is but a word

It has taken me some time to realize that one thousand years to live alone, is not worth even one dime. I have chosen to redefine my truth, as these findings can not and will not be ignored. You have become dear to my heart and to my soul no less precious than my own life. You are my morning dew; I am the grass that glistens as the sun rises to take its place in the sky. You are the sun itself, at times shining so brightly over land and sea helping both trees and seaweed photosynthesize.

I have been careful before to not fall victim to this trap but, with you, careless is an understatement to say the least about how easy it has been to fall into...

L - Letters in your mail box to keep it old school...
O - Open my journal to any page and read about you...
V - Victory is only sweet when you don't let me win...
E - Explaining my flaws because my layers have been thick over the years but, for you, I'm making them thin.

...LOVE.

What a mystery, the thoughts within your mind are, and how rewarding it has been to read... (every expression on your face, every gesture that you make, every emotion, how to trigger every reaction from sweet to bitter.) ...the wrinkles on your brain.

I don't think you really know, because I don't think that I have told you, about how I feel. To me it is real...

L - Learning the history of how you came to be...
O - Over explaining your disappointments to me...
V - Validating that you are truly unique...
E - Expecting me to run away from you because you think you are not complete.

...LOVE.

Your insecurities are cute, baby. Laugh out loud, but it is true, lady. The truth, in fact, is really that I'm insecure too and maybe even more than you. Your sexy walk can captivate, your kisses infiltrate the senses, and your eyes can bedazzle a man to the point of being senseless. Your hair flowing freely sends your scents flying in the wind and they're carried to my nose as I breathe. Inhaling itself is ecstatic whenever I'm around you. It is pointless to ask me if I like you because my drug you are and with this love, not having you would be having a bullet but no rifle.

Love is but a word.
One word used often in a common phrase...
One word to bring a man to his knees...
One word to make a woman weep joyfully...
One word to defeat hate...
One word between you and me...
Love is but a word... a word we all need.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Until my heart gives way, I love you.

Winter nights are spent dreaming of a summer breeze
that may bring your scent and my nose to meet.
The taste of your honey colored skin lingers, still
in my memory. I don't think I ever will
forget your velvet touch.
Your absence has proven itself too much
for me to handle. The thought indeed does strangle
my fragile mind like a noose around my neck as my body dangles.
Midnight dreams torment the mind
as dreams of you are turned to nightmares when, you, I can not find.
Running has become my reaction
as catching up is my life's purpose because my retraction
from "I love you" has seized to be an option.
I love too deeply now to move with caution
and chase is all I can do
Until my heart gives way and lets go of you.